Expectation

Every person has merits and demerits, the same here for me. I don’t know I have some merits or not. Maybe I have some demerits. I know what my problem is. But I don’t understand what can I do? If anybody blames me then I can’t say anything. It’s a great problem for me. In that case when I make a mistake then, I confess my fault and try to exculpate. Sometimes if any body blames me wrongly then I never exculpate that blame. At that moment I can’t tell anything. I want to explain the matter but can’t make that clear to others. Then which behavior I get from them that are not my expectation. I wish this type of situation can never be happened in my life any more. This is my expectation.